Anecdotes of the affirmed

So I almost lost the zest that came with all the pomp of being hailed as a success. This stems more from the fact that those who may have appeared to call me a success were not looking at the mental fortitude and patience i displayed to achieve my accolade; rather, they did it in a mocking manner because my financial stature did not depict one who should hold such a title.

Anyhow, in the midst of my many moments of solitude, believe it or not, I have come to understand that some personalities thrive on destroying what is a small semblance of sanctity where they cannot achieve it. I however, have had all of this culminate into my very essence and only because my journey has only began. It took a long time for me to get to this point and my route is yet to lead me back to the start. The various doors I open and shut have not resulted in a loss of potential, rather the revelation of crevasses not explored and possible the beginning of pioneering ideologies yet to be inked on typical parchment.

I am an astute being albeit the constant “happy-go-lucky” persona, I have many ambitions that I am achieving slowly but surely. For the journey of a mile begins with a step and as I go forth to claim my prize and fight the good fight, my destiny can only be interrupted by my lack of motivation.

At this juncture, what am I waiting for? I am an educated, single, employed and heterosexual (hopefully an alpha male) and yet I spend great moments in solitude. It is said that ground breaking ideas and ventures are created in solitude…so I gather, if I am not declining then my escalation can only be a testament to my resilient faith in myself and in the grace and mercy from above that has seen me to this point. More so the grace and mercy from my Creator…can’t live without it…

I have got nothing but a lot of love to give…both on a Philos and Eros level…I have offered it but now I am saying try me, I dare you to!!!!

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~ by extatikpoetix on May 11, 2010.

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